21 January 2018

Christian van Beers, 33 years old, The Netherlands

Life Changing Experience

Ever since I fell ill in 2010 I became more and more dedicated to take care of my body in the best way possible.
During my study I got Pfeiffer's disease, Proctalgia Fugax, I didn't sleep anymore and my tinnitus worsened. This all happened in a period of a few months.
I've been eating (like 90%) organic food since 2006.
I became a vegetarian in 2015 (wish I had done it earlier).
I walk for hours in the forest every day, and I meditate a lot.
When I realized doing Tai Chi for hours every day for 6 years didn't give me the results I was hoping for, I gave it up.
A period of rest and more being instead of doing began, which is where I still am now.

When a friend of mine (Floris, who also has a post on this blog) told me about his experience and 'Living on Light', I immediately felt 'yes! this is something I wanna dive into myself!'
It felt like the next step for me.

Depending on what I eat, I always felt a bit tired afterwards. Even with the healthiest food and the smallest amounts, I could feel that my intestines were most happy when they are as empty as possible.
And Floris looked so good, shiny and healthy.
I knew there was something going on with him.

After the initiation I became more open, less tense. In the train back home a feeling of immense euphoria came over me and my whole body was tingling.
I didn't know what was happening to me but it felt really good.

The next day I started the water diet. The second day I felt really energetic, my body was tingling most of the day and I took long walks with my dog.
Didn't feel hungry all day.
I did the water diet on my own, at home.
The second day was beyond horrible, I had a lot of hunger. They explained that that's the Candida fungus who craves for food, sugar mostly.

It happened four times that I had unstoppable hiccups for over an hour. I was also tired but the worst part by far was the extreme nauseousness (10 times worse than when I have the flu).
I could barely walk, my body needed all the energy it could get to detox.
I guess I have a lot of emotions stuck somewhere in my body, and who knows what else is there that comes to the surface now.
Unfortunately this extreme nauseousness stayed until the 7th day!
All the time I didn't sleep well (this could also be because when you live on light you have more energy so you need less sleep).

I drank about 4-5 liters (mostly boiled) water each day.
And my urine was dark yellow every time so there was definitely some detoxing going on!
The hunger became a little bit less after the 6th day, maybe the Candidas died?
Even though I felt terrible, the nauseousness became unbearable at times and I considered quitting the process a few times, I still somehow managed to complete the water diet.

My transformation was on December 19th at 21:00, after 8 days.
I felt really relieved, in the past the water diet was 10, and in 2013 even 30 days.
I didn't feel anything during/after the transformation but my mind was only thinking about food anyway.

I could eat again at 21:30, so i started preparing it at 21:20. I was really hungry too somehow (I didn't had this for hours)
The smell of food alone was amazing..
I had one entire can of peas (which are my favorite vegetables) and five baked eggs (which I hadn't had in a long time.
And food never tasted this wonderful. It was just amazing..
After a few hours I could feel my belly was really full.
Good thing I didn't eat more, which I considered.
I guess now I get full really quickly.

Kay said now FEEL what you want to eat, don't think about it. Because you don't need calories, vitamins, minerals anymore, you are being nourished by the energies.
I now only eat a bit in the evening, whatever I feel like. I don't wanna disturb the detox process much.
Camilla told me it could take years to detox everything 'from the past' out of your system.
But it doesn't matter anyway. Who cares about the past right? :)

It seems that I also digest food a lot better and a lot slower now.
I began eating a bit after my transformation and I've had a bit with the amount compared to two sandwiches every day.
It took the food five days to digest, and defecating didn't feel very good so I don't know where it'll go from here. I'll probably eat some more fibers purely for the stool.
It just might be that I'll stop eating completely one day.

Also there's the 'cravings period'; it can happen after the water diet that you're body starts craving for food/drinks which you've been neglecting all the time.
They said that with vegetarians it happens a lot of time that they will crave and even eat meat.
I didn't feel any need for that, probably because I feel very attached to my surroundings, including animals and plants.
So yeah it's impossible for me to eat it anymore, that didn't change after the initiation.
What I did crave was sweets! I've never been a sweet tooth thanks to the upbringing at my moms, she never gave me stuff I didn't need.
But after the water diet, every now and then I eat a big pie and a full cake.
It's weird for me to feel all this freedom and still be the ascetic I am. It's like all attachments slowly fade away.

A few days after my transformation I became aware that my senses have become sharper, and my thought process is cleaned up a lot.
Everything seems so much clearer now.
And after two weeks I realized I didn't have, or even thought about sex for over a month.
So I guess I'm finally conquering feelings of sexual lust.
This is something I've always wanted to do.
My being is really becoming mature and more focused on growth and spiritual awakening.
In general I can only recommend the initiation, regardless of age or whatever. This can only benefit your life tremendously.

Thank you Kay & Camilla!

Christian van Beers, 33 years old, The Netherlands
Transformation - December 2017

Misato, 39 years old, Japanese

Why did I went to the Lotus house in Denmark ?
At the beginning, it was my husband’s idea. Honestly telling, I was very much against it.
It was difficult for me to believe the light living. But at the same time, I suffered from the strong stomachache time to time. The last attack made me change my idea. I told my husband that I come with him with our two kids. Because, I thougt simply that if I do not need to eat, I would not suffer any more for the stomachache.

How did I experience the initiation and water diet ?
Firstly, It was impossible for me to do this diet without my husband’s support especially we were with our kids who were still under 10 year-old. Because, I needed to stay in the bed all the day long for around 10 days. I felt as if all the stress and tiredness of the past came out all the sudden all together. I felt my mind, feeling and body were floating in the air.

What did I get during this stay in Denmark ?
Through this experience, I could have chance to face to my-self. I could learn to let my self go during the water diet period. At the same time, I noticed that I sought this complete pause of my self for a long time. Thanks to Kay and all the staffs of Lotus house and my husband, I could do this water diet with full trust.

Now, after a year and half, how am I doing ?
I could over come several remarkable events which would be difficult if I had not been to Denmark such as sudden death of my dear father, moral harassment during the internship etc. I do not focus on if I eat or not now. At the moment, I enjoy eating chocolates, peanuts and rice. I am in good health. But sometimes as a part of detox, both physically and emotionally, I have difficult times. Emotional change affect to our relations especially with close family. When I need help, I contact to Lotus house. They help me by giving me advice or doing the distance physical test and if necessary, I can receive homeopathy as soon as possible by post.
I enjoy sharing my changes, our changes with my husband but also sometimes even with our kids.

Misato, 39 years old, Japanese
Transformation - juli 2016

Rémi, 37 years old, Switzerland

It's more than a year since I started at Kay and I'm beginning to understand what he said: "Eating or not eating is just a very small part of what it means Living on light."

I went to Aarhus with my wife and our two children (7 and 9 years old). We all received the activation, but the transformation of the water diet was only for adults.
Also, since then, the Lotus Health Care Centre has been and is always reactive to support us and answer our questions.

The detox process is the most impressive effect. The body cleans and recovers quickly. The ideas are clearer and my decisions are much simpler. Also, emotional shocks let me be easily.

I have over a year focused too much on trying not to eat or eat a little ... but it was a lot of wasted energy. I understand now that I should focus on what I would like to do and let myself be bathed in what my entourage brings me. In this way, efforts are reduced.

I learn to live simply, my needs of before fade little by little simply being myself in the very moment.
The pleasure and my comfort of living increase continuously. I take life as a real gift.

My children give me the chance and the challenges to better understand my actions and their consequences, because they also carry the reflections of my past.
"Student of Light"/ "Living Light", is my way for happiness.

Since I hear about living light, my first try by myself and my transition in Lotus Health Care, things are going well but differently than I imagined.

Rémi, 37 years old, Switzerland
Transformation - juli 2016

Rémi, 37 ans, Suisse

Cela fait un peu plus d’une année depuis mon initiation chez Kay et je commence à comprendre ce qu’il avait dit : « Manger ou de ne pas manger n’est qu’une très petite partie de ce que représente Vivre de lumière ».

Je suis allé à Aarhus avec ma femme et nos deux enfants (7 et 9 ans). Nous avons tous reçu l’activation, mais l’initiation de la diète à eau a été faite que pour les adultes.
Aussi, depuis lors, le centre Lotus Health Care a été et est toujours là pour nous soutenir et répondre à nos questions.

Le processus de désintoxication est l’effet le plus impressionnant à mes yeux actuellement. Le corps se nettoie et récupère rapidement. Les idées me sont plus claires et mes prises de décisions beaucoup plus simple. Aussi, les chocs émotionnels se détachent facilement.

J’ai durant une année beaucoup trop focalisé sur le fait d’essayer de ne pas manger ou peu manger… mais c’était beaucoup d’énergie perdue. Je comprends qu’il faut plutôt focaliser sur ce que j’aimerais faire et me laisser baigner de ce que m’apporte mon entourage. De cette façon, les efforts se réduisent.

J’apprends à vivre simplement, mes besoins d’avant s’effacent petit à petit simplement en restant présent à moi dans le moment même.
Le plaisir et mon confort de vivre augmentent en continu. Je prends la vie comme un véritable cadeau.

Mes enfants me donnent la chance et les défis pour mieux comprendre mes actions et leurs conséquences, car ils transportent également les reflets de mon passé.
« Étudiant de lumière »/« Vivant de lumière », c’est mon chemin du bonheur.

Depuis que j’entende parler de vivre de lumière, mes premiers essais par moi-même et mon passage au Lotus Health Care, globalement, les choses se passent bien différemment de ce que j’imaginais.

Rémi, 37 ans, Suisse
Tranformation - juli 2016